At this stage of maturity (for me at least), I just want a calm and collected relationship; no drama, no energetic, not too much childish. A what so called "bittersweet" relationship is what I prefer right now.
I may not be as experienced in life like you; I may not be the same age as you, or even considered by people to be as much mature as you. But I sure know what I have and that I have, is what you need.
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